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Dark Thoughts

October 17, 2019

Darkness rolls in

An unexpected storm

Beauty in the fury

Of the neverending burden

Firmly planted

On bared, weary shoulders
Agonisingly present
Searing, stabbing pain

Escapes through my worn out, ragged veins
Despondent

Silent tears pay homage to the wind
Tainted arrows of despairing grief

Fire from a bow of forgotten memories

Darkness comes
Revered for its oppressive power
My lamenting heart cries out

Must grief be forever revisited?
My tortured will diminished
Silenced by the unloving taunting of my overflowing thoughts

This too must pass
But I do not want it so
For without this wounded, grieving soul

I am but a mask of many faces

Darkness comes
I welcome it
Like death by a thousand cuts

Tearing gently at what remains with ferocious speed.

Vulnerability is not for me

There is no more Me to give
Inhale
Exhale
Grief has snuck in

Resting on my shuddering chest

A false prophet of comfort
Looking for a path in between the glossed over cracks
Glissading into my broken, ragged pieces
Like intertwining lovers in the stolen nights
Fueling each other into tormented existence

Darkness steals away
Like a thief in the night
My soul its unexpected treasure
My unshed tears the hidden gem it sought
My broken heart the mess it leaves behind
Dawn breaks
Purpose reborn
Shall I make peace with it?
Unwillingly
Reluctantly
Inhale
Exhale

At last

Tears flow freely
Is this grief healing?

 

 

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